It's funny how life works sometimes...a couple months ago I didn't know it would be this hard to lose you. Now that I looked inside myself and allowed myself to begin to love you, I don't know how to let that go. My mother doesn't know what she is talking about, and I told her last night I was moving out and now I feel as if maybe it has all been for nothing. Not nothing, because I now realize how I feel about you and that you are the one that makes me happy, the one that has always been there...but it hurts so much to let it go. Part of me is jealous of Gloria, because now you are going back to her and its because I questioned myself and my feelings...and I realize that now I am too late and I will never know what could have been or should have been, and that breaks my heart. After this, I am going to stop talking about it, I don't want you to suffer anymore then you already have. I'm sorry for all the pain I have caused you, maybe life is giving me back all the pain I caused
2006-12-21
04:47:36
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TheHottestChristinaYouKnow
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