Alright, so I went over to an ex-coworker's apartment for St. Pat's Day and after an hour or so we went into his room and began to make out. ***Note: I was not drunk. I had one Bud Light, while he himself had about two or more beer bongs using the same beer. Anyway, none of it felt right, y'know? We didn't have sex, and we didn't really go much further than just making out, and we had made out before--about two weeks ago. I like the guy well enough. He's sweet and doesn't pressure me into doing stuff (I kept refusing to to do the bong, while his drunk roomate insisted, and he reassured me that I didn't have to do it if I didn't want to), which is really nice, but all the while I was thinking about this one girl who I have a major crush on.
I don't know why I kept thinking about her while I was with him, because I *do* like him, but none of it felt right, though. I know it's not fair to him that my mind's elsewhere, but I just couldn't help it... I'll be 23 late May, and I'm bi.
2007-03-18
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