I have been giving an honest, whole-hearted effort to trying to give whatever supernatural power that people say is out there a chance to prove it is real to me. I've been trying to believe for a very long time, and can't force myself. I NEED to be shown. I am sick to death of scriptures and riddles that are supposed to MEAN something and don't. Arrrrgh!!!! I've been here for a while and know that those of you who feel it and believe will say to "have faith and pray". Sorry, that isn't doing anything. And, my atheist friends will say "woah, chill out, stay sane don't go that route, god doesn't exist" and so far I have to agree with them. I have been trying to experiment with contacting "God" or asking for a sign to show me my assuption of atheism was wrong. Is the lack of a responce my answer that I was right before I began this internal journey? God doesn't exist or if he does, he doesn't want me as his follower. Say whatever you want to me about it. No stupid "god" riddles please!
2007-08-23
05:38:32
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