When I was about 16, I used to have depression issues, and so I learned how to block all bad emotions from occuring in my brain. However, now, at 18 and after coming out as bisexual, this is having an adverse effect on me; I'm unable to fully bring out my true personality because I am so nervous about acting it in public and my brain chooses to block the nervousness rather than learn to overcome it. I am a guy and extremely girly; i keep trying different things like wearing clothes that fit my personality better (tighter clothes, more stylish, etc.) and I have been making progress, but I can't seem to fully bring out my inner self, and I don't think I'll fully be able to be happy until I am comfortable with myself and/or able to act my true personality without nervousness about repercussions. It really doesn't help that I live in one of the most gay-hating districts in America. Any suggestions? I'd appreciate any advice, but please no insult responses.
2006-12-29
17:45:02
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guitarherofairy
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender