I grew up in a very abusive home you name it, its ben done to me. I ran away when i was 14 and i lived on the street until i met the woman who would later adopt me as her own child. I started modeling when i was 16 and I've been all over the world. I'm currently looking to start my own modeling agency. I have all this good fortune in my life and yet i cannot sleep without dreaming about what has happened in my past. I wake up sweating, crying, shaking on occasion i'm so sick that i throw up. And i often go into deep deep depressions that can last days at a time. Recently i got into an argument with my girlfriend of 8 years she accused me of being so wrapped up in my past that i don't give her the attention that she needs.she says my depression is hard to deal with and suggested that i get over what happened to me. I have been to countless psychiatrist and been on countless anti-depressants but no matter what my past is still front and center. Its putting a strain on our relationship
2006-08-01
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Shane M
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender