I hate feeling normal. It is just so dull, boring... I just can't think the same way...
When I am depressed, I am tired, "down", even maybe a little suicidal, but I can think! My creativity really gets going, and I just haven't found anything that can beat the feeling of being able to create things like that. I just can't give it up...
I don't feel quite like myself when I am not depressed. I have the suicide attempts (and the scars) behind me.
It isn't bipolar. None of those meds work, and I don't have the manic episodes.
I am most myself when I am creating something, and I can't create anything when I am not depressed; but, the depression can't possibly be healthy for me, can it?
2007-06-07
22:31:03
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