cant bear to see other people happy, or somebody grinning? and when you do see that it triggers feelings of anger and rage.
im 29 waiting for therapy, i dont have any friends or i have never been involved with any girls. i experience loneliness everyday. and i have problems with rage, low moods, social problems, discovering and maintaining relashionships .i put up barriers because ive been hurt in my life so much. i feel bitter and angry when i see someone happy and grinning from ear to ear, and it appears to come easy to them.
has anyone else ever felt shut out of society like this? and have anger and resentment at other people giggling, grinning and being happy?
why should i be happy, when i myself live a lonely, isolated life, battling with mental health problems? im physically ageing, i have nothin to feel happy about....then you see someone happy, revealing glistening gums, and wide smiles and grins.
it makes me frustrated and angry, clenching my teeth real tight
2007-03-22
04:59:36
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