I had bad experiences in the past.
So, little by little, i started retreating in my little dream world, in a complete fantasy world of my own. People who look at me always tell me i have a "spaced-out" look on my face; others say i look sad, some even say i have a suicidal look, or i seem like i want to kill someone. When i say i dream a lot, i mean i never realise what's going on around me. I see human beings as shadows, as aliens that i cannot understand. I don't understand people, why they react the way they do! And this pushes me even deeper in my hole. And, when i do something, i never think about the consequences. I sometimes wear my mind out, thinking that people actually have feelings and minds of their own. I'm too far from reality to actually be able to care about them. Has anybody ever felt the same? Feeling constantly separated from the outside world?
2007-01-12
09:01:58
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