It's interesting, the realization of the negativity of all the ?'s i've asked. Oh well, guess it helps being honest. Anyway, what I mean is i feel trapped, i took employment feeling work service was dumping me, seeing how they couldn't help. I've felt as much as my schizoid/dysthymia/anxiety probably means i need therapy, that given the dozen i've been to, it's just not worth hearing the same answers that haven't worked. Like it's an 80-20 rule (give the advice that'll help 80% of patients, for nothing can help the 20). While I'm not actively suicidal, i have at least begun work on creating a personal dvd explaination in case) .. now this might just be another of my long standing ideation issues, but i guess i just can't figure how to find a way out, or a way to find any interest in anything in life (yes, tried meds, talk, etc without effectiveness, hence the frustration). Sorry, perhaps i'm just trying to feel negative for it's all i can feel ... just thankful i'm not into drugs
2006-12-03
11:50:49
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eagleland06
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