I know there have been problems. Well.... not just few, but even if you try to feel different, it hurts.
The main reason could be, that, I'm very very lonely, here. I don't have anyone in my life, especially in this country?? Despite that, I still can be happy......can't I? :(
Sometimes I also feel awkward, where, I ask myself, "Why am I feeling depressed?"
Its not like I can't be happy and I am trying my best, but when I see others, so jolly, very excited about things and so on, it hurts me. It hurts me because, the same question hits my head that why I can't be like that person :(.
Basically, I would like to say that, I don't know why am I unhappy, in life?
I also should be happy, as I am getting married, next year or so. It's not for sure, but, my parents are arranging it. I think of the problems with her, as well - Not the relationship problem? I know we'll be fine. I tell my mom all the time, that maybe, after marriage, this depression will somehow reduce or stop?
2006-11-22
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