My sister killed herself because they put so much conditional love on her, and she was so desperate to escape, that she had no where else to go, because to cave into them would be to lose herself, and to be herself would be to lose their love forever.
So why are they walking around all happy, going on trips, and living their lives like nothing happened. Shouldn't they have changed their entire lives, started doing the exact opposite of what they'd done before? Instead it's the same BS towards me. They've learned nothing. Where's the shock, where's the life changing moment? Dad thinks he'll see her in heaven and is scared of coming to the house where she died. Mom is silent. Do they even notice she's gone?
2006-10-01
13:07:18
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