i have bpd, im 30 years old...im trying at the moment to get the right treatment & help for my disorder..which ive had since 15.
ive battled through endless trauma most of my life.
i just want to work on my disorder, so i can leave britain & build a new life....my ultimate aim is to emigrate either back to france or further out, somewhere far off & hot.
this is my prime ambition in life & something i have to do.
at the moment though i feel stuck, like im not going anywhere or it will be to difficult to accomplish my goals & im very depressed.
however. i feel i have haters here, that want to play mind games with me. patronize & undermine me.hamper my hopes in life.
because ive encountered alot of people like this.
people who maybe want to rubbish me as a person.
& recentley ive got the notion,that all these people are happy & relaxed & laughing amoungst themselves...because they know im never going anywhere,ill never leave the uk.
how can i handle this tormenting feeling?
2007-10-12
05:10:58
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