OK. I used to be the nice, friendly, sweet, innocent girl...that was in elementary school. I made friends easily, and if life wasn't fun I made it fun. Then I went to middle school, I got exposed to cussing, everyday school fights, and just plain old mean, rude, and disrespectful people who I didn't know. I just SHUT DOWN! like i didn't really talk to anyone 6-9th grade and when people tried to reach out and be nice to me, I basically turned them down like some evil troll or something (i can see that now but i couldn't see it then). I think it was my way of rebelling against being like them, but unfortunately i failed to see that everyone wasn't the same and that i actually hurt some people. Now (junior year),nice people who knew me since 6th grade still treat me like im still the same silent troll even though Im trying to change. I feel like I missed out on the best parts of my life...or at least the all important awkard stage. I wanna start over being that person but I don't know...
2007-09-05
14:25:17
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