my skating pal told me that she landed her double toe and her axel on dry land (i can't land them yet). she gets lots of additional help apart from lessons, such as a coach who helps her with her stretches and moves (for which i have no time, nor money). she keeps telling me how amazing it is for her to be able to do what she does, since she started skating later than i did. i can do some things better than her, such as centering spins, but it’s not good enough for me. there's nothing i love more than skating, and i put everything into it. but apart from skating i have to stay in school, and my good marks bring me some extra money, which help pay for my lessons. it just seems unfair that she gets everything and i'm stuck. it will be really hard for me to skate with her when we resume lessons (we had to take a break). i just want to be the best at what i love the most. and plus, i got a new haircut, and it’s awful. i feel really horrible about myself. any advice?
2007-05-18
04:35:56
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Phoenix girl
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Psychology