I know that I drink on a regular basis, and sometimes get drunk on the weekends like a fool like everyone else. I am an avid cook, and love to have wine tastings at my house and explore that part of the whole culinary experience (pairing wine with foods), but I think because I cook every night practically or have friends over, that I end up drinking like, 3 glasses of wine 4 nights a week and then have a blowout weekend just for fun. I told myself I would stop for a while, and I did, but then I'd cut into my celibacy against wine a few days early because i thought "oh who gives a ****"... etc etc. So I am thinking, maybe I am excusing myself from having a real drinking problem because I am hiding it behind the mask of it being a "culinary thing". I've been thinking about going to AA a lot but I am not sure if I want to pledge complete abstinence from alcohol, just control. Serious control. And perspective too.. Is this making sense? I would love serious thoughts only pls.
2006-10-29
14:25:27
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