These aren't the serious memories such as abuse or neglect. These are sort of guilts, regrets, and negative feelings from when you were a child that still come back into your head from time to time. For example: telling lies to make yourself look better even though it hurts someone, physically hurting someone who didn't deserve it when I was aiming for someone that did, etc. I am grown up now and these things are little childish things that should mean nothing to me anymore. However, sometimes these memories just randomly come back to me and I writhe in a struggle to forget or accept these things, but I can't and just have to let it fade from my memory again. During these random flashbacks, I feel exactly what I felt back then, a little boy, even though I know I know better now.
2006-07-17
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