im 15. half black and half chinese. i go to an all black school and its really ghetto. im black and i dont get why im not accepted. is it because my hair isnt in that fake hair and its just natural. cuz a lot of gurls dont like me and i never do anything bad. im always tryna be nice, but they laugh and call me mixed *****. i do talk to guys. as matter of fact, they're the only friends i can get. i also want to have gurls as friends so i can tell them my gurlie secrets. i cant tell a boy that stuff. i feel so left out cuz i wanna play double dutch and go to the mall with them. i also feel bad cuz i didnt mean to, but i had sex with one of the guys who are my friends and he had a gurl. i didnt even know he had a gurl. now she's mad at me and even more gurls hate me. because i dont feel accepted, i have slept with about 13 of my guy friends just so i can be accepted. i know its wrong, but that's the only way to get accepted around here. and right now im crying cuz i think im pregnant and
2006-12-23
15:48:26
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