Ever since I was a little girl, all I wanted was to get married, have kids, have a good career, spend time w/ my family & enjoy life. Instead, I'm 36 yrs old, never married, unhappy in my job (& life), & a single parent of a preteen. My parents divorced while I was in college. I have an eating disorder that I battle every day. I have a condition that scarred my legs permanently which makes me self-conscious about getting involved w/ anyone. I haven't been on a date in over 4 years! And to make matters worse my mom, passed away last year, and I just can't shake the despair of never seeing or talking to her again.
I just don't enjoy life anymore. I go to work (from home),watch TV, eat & sleep. I work out daily but still struggle w/ my weight. I've tried online dating & therapy/meds to no avail. I just don't know what to do. I envy young people who have their whole lives ahead of them. I'm almost 40 and feel life is over, I think about suicide a lot...is there any help for me?
2007-09-06
13:07:07
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armybrat1989
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