Well i've been through stages of thinking i am and thinking i'm not but here are some of the things that make me think i am:
I either feel cold and empty or exilerated and happy.
When i'm with my friends, i find it very hard to control what i say and do, i'm a constant irritation to them, and every morning i look into the mirror and say to myself "You will be calm and centred today" but end up acting like a jackass, and saying things i really dont want to say.
I have constant bouts of paranoia where i think there are cameras watching me.
my sleeping patterns are highly irregular.
I am a chronic liar, and tell horrible lies, like i tell people ive taken drugs, when i know they wont approve, and i really want their approval.
I have episodes, where i tear up all my collegework for no reason.
I have self harmed for no particular reason.
I do stupid things like staying at complete strangers houses overnight.
I go out and buy expensive things and then dont use them.
Any thoughts?
2007-01-05
00:31:01
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Andrew S
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