I was clinically depressed and had anxiety disorder. I have come a very long way but I had (actually kinda still have) one other symptom that none of the councelors I ever talked to seemed to address. I had almost no emotions ever. I had no emotional connections to anyone or anything in my life. It used to scare me because it felt like I was some kind of psychopath although I never tried to hurt anyone. However, I often thought about some pretty bad things. For the last six months my emotions have been turning back on and I have barely been able to keep up with them. Love, sadness, anger, joy, endless frustration, hope, happiness, pain from imagined loss and they each hit me like a damn freight train. Has anyone experinced this or heard of anything like it. They always say a symptom of depression is feeling sad or empty but nothing like what I felt. I felt completely dead. No identity, no emotions, just nothing. Thank God it's over. Anyone know anything about this.
2006-12-15
17:04:24
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dejectedmarlboro27
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