Hello, I'm a 23 year old female, whos been diagnosed with Severe depression, PSTD and BPD. I was diagnosed a year ago and I still dont know what BPD is. Anyway not the point sorry, Since January of 06 Ive been in the hospital 4 times, twice because of suicidal attempts. Its been 5 months since my last attempt. The thing is, because Ive tried to kill myself twice and been in the hospital so many times, they took my daughter from me. She has also been gone for five months. I thought I was better, but here lately Ive been feeling like my depression has hit me in the face. Now I go to counseling, so I please dont tell me to talk to one. If I tell her that I am starting to feel depressed, they deffently wont give my daughter back to me. I KNOW that I NEED to be better before I get her back. I dont want to become suicidal again, But how can I get myself help without harming my chances of getting my daughter back. Im lost without her.
2006-11-18
10:07:53
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amy dawn
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