dont want to be? ive been here a year and a bit now, ive beeen verbally harrassed a couple of times, and its just generally a noisy area full of motor bikes speeding, young thuggish youths shouting, i have a mental health problem that ive endured for a while that im trying to get a diagnosis for & treatment. ihave high bouts of anxiety& panic, i have horrible nightmares where i dont feel at rest, i feel insecure & generally intimidated inside,& when i have to leave my flat,i feel angry at myself for feeling this way and i feel inadaquete. my mum says i shouldnt feel intimidated and should hold my head up, but because of my symptoms. i find it hard to do that & i get mad at myself for it..im also obviously trying to leave the area, but theres no quick fix. no easy way out. & im presentley filling housing assossiation forms out, its so despair inducing because until something comes up, i have 2 stay here for an uncertain time.i just want peace and quiet,my self esteem is zero im 29, male
2006-09-29
07:19:05
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