ok my first question.For the past year,year and a half,i've rediscovered my depression.I don't know what to do anymore,I'm 25 and 10 years ago I went through something similar,back then I managed to 'fix' myself.I had been given a prescription then but my friends told me that I had turned into someone they didn't like so I gave up on the pills and i guess forced myself to get better.Now 10 years later I'm going through it again.It's not something that happened spontaneously but was triggered,i figure.I was starting to get a little better at least i thought so,but i'm just as bad as i ever was.Now I feel like i'm losing grip on reality and I've only one choice...I refuse to turn to drugs or doctors,I've had enough of them.Some of my friends know and try to help but I don't want to burden them anymore, if you only knew me.So now I'm stuck,I've sought inspiration and found none,the only comfort I've been able to get is in reading self-destructive poetry which makes me worse, but comforts.
2007-03-07
11:27:23
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