It started when I was five years old. I remember being very depressed and anti-social. I used to hit myself a lot, and get upset very quickly with myself if I couldn't do something right the first time. I was always very afraid my Mother was going to leave me or forget me, and sometimes if she was a few minutes late when picking me up for school I would cry hysterically. I never liked my food to touch, and if I ate a type of candy that came in different colors I had to sort them all by color and eat them by number, I still do this. I carry clean-wipes with me, I don't touch things other people have touched and if I do I use my foot or one of my wipies. I don't like people touching me. I ring the door bell before leaving and before entering my own house. I vacuum several times a day, for several hours. I constantly worry and I can't go into crowded places because I freak out. A lot of what I did in childhood, I still do, ten times worse.
Any idea if I am just a spaz or? :\
2007-12-06
09:18:33
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Anja
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Mental Health