Ok, you know how little kids do crazy sexual things when they are young. Well, i thought i raped another kid when i was a kid but everyone tells me it's not rape because i was a kid and you know how that goes. Anyways, some people said i should go to a rape support group just to prove to myself it wasn't rape. Well, last night i was thinking and stuff and thoughts were going through my head about rape or doing stuff against someone's will and i thought of myself doing that to people and my own boyfriend! I would never rape someone and it's not like i actually want to think about it. crazy stuff pops in my head and everyone also tells me everyone has crazy thoughts but they just let them go and think nothing of them. How can i make myself think nothing of them? oh and sometimes i get thoughts like oh this will make him mad so im gonna do it but its for a sec. i don't wanna make him mad i love him. I'm going to counseling but i wanted advice before i go on how to deal with it til then.
2006-10-20
17:24:50
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