yes, i quit med's a year ago. Noone bipolar wants med's anyways when on fast cycle. Med's increase weight not a little! The thing is since I quit I am in a depressed cycle or something---I sleep too much, do not eat, and feel little reason to get out of bed.I have responsibilities of which I do, ---take the kids to school in the morn--go back set the clock for time to pick up-and sleep. This is scaring me---because my dreams are all about the dead relatives of my life. Sometimes I have anxiety attacks as soon as I lay down---deep chest pains---my brother just died 5 years older than me with heart attack. I had my heart checked out 3 years ago-doc's could find nothing wrong.
I just know the Mom I helped take care of---63- had an aneurism-she dreamed of the dead the last 2 weeks of her life---I can't die-I have an 8 year old son--not to mention my grown kids. I have to live for them esp...the 8 yr old.
I never had a chance to sleep in growing up--7 am breakfast or none!
2006-10-07
17:34:14
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