i had a vivid dream last night that i was falling from the sky... i looked it up online and all the dream interpretations are negative, but there is a twist... even though i was falling from the sky, my entire body was filled with pleasure from the rush of adrenaline. i actually loved the feeling of falling to my death... it's sorta funky and i dunno what it means... maybe it is that fine line between excitement and scariness that i constantly enjoy crossing... i have noticed it more and more lately. what makes most people scared, brings me pleasure. like how fast you drive in the car. most people have a specific limit to how fast they can go before it crosses from "fun" into "scary". my cross-over point is hella farther than most other peoples'. how do i satisfy this need for life's pleasure without killing myself ? am i having a mid-life crisis in my 30's ? are there other people out there with the same spooky feelings ?
2006-08-29
05:36:38
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erika
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Mental Health