I cant stand it anymore. I know that any day now, my parents are going to ship me off to a mental institution. I cant take hearing the voices anymore, and I cant take the meds. The meds just screw with my mind and block half my thinking process. I turned 16, and barely anyone noticed that it happened. Not my friends, not my family, not anyone.
I walk around staring at the floor, I cant stand to move my head up because there is no point. I cant stop thinking about suicide, I cant stop feeling helpless, I cant stop the voices. I dont even know what to think anymore.
My friends who used to help me barely talk to me anymore. I dont think they would even care if I was just gone. I wouldnt be there for a cheap source of depressing entertainment.
I just want to be dead, I cant stand this anymore. The voices, the therapists, the meds, just make it all stop. HELP ME!!! What do I do???? I cant go on like this anymore!!
2006-08-16
07:34:12
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trainboy765
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Mental Health