He did it again, I asked him to stop... He didn't listen... He is much too strong for me... I want to die, I want to end it all right here, right now... I feel so dirty, You are all I got, You are the only one I can tell. It would just break my family apart. If I say anything, My grandma is going to die... I just don't know what to do... I am so dirty, I am so lost. I thought it was all over... I ...need help... I feel like I am in hell right now, I can't get his face out of my head. I am the most discusting thing on the phase of the earth... I don't know what to do... I have lost all my strength, all my will to live... How can I tell my hubby? I don't want him to commit a crime, I fear his reaction. He is going to think it was my fault. I want to die... Don't worry, this is not a suicide note, I am too much of a chicken, I'm just so desperate, I am so lost. There is so much noise in my head, it is all pain and conufusion... CAN YOU LIFT MY SPIRIT?
2006-08-01
11:19:00
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16 answers
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Magy G
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Mental Health