Family can't easily discuss, friends avoid the subject ... books you can read, but not humanly relate ... there is no support to be found it seems! No self pity, just a realization that this part of life is something you must go through alone, and cope with ... alone. When I try to discuss with friends, they get upset about their own loss even years ago, and quickly change the subject. How do I discuss, when no one will let me? I could pay $100 an hour to talk with a psychologist, and then have them look at their watch and tell me "time's up" and leave with that cold feeling in your heart, emptier than when you went in. God is indeed there, and comforts. But as humans, we need each other. To tell someone "I care, now don't talk to me about it" leaves me sad, and feeling as if they don't care at all. So I wind up on the internet, face to face with 1280 dpi, and if it's windy, can get shocked if I try to touch their "face" (so to speak). Anyone understand?
2007-02-15
16:41:17
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QuietOne
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