When I was in 11 grade, I got pregnant by my first love, and lost our baby for a number of reasons...after losing the baby, I lost my first love as well. I guess I lost him because of all the stress and depression involved with losing a baby. Well, after joining the military and losing hope of ever being with him, I got married, and my husband beat me metally, physically, and emotionally for every little thing-he was overly insecure in my eyes. Well, last year, it had been two years since I spoke with my ex and lost the baby, and he popped back up, I wanted closure, but my husband refused to give me that much respect, and once again beat me for wanting to obtain closure with my ex on the whole situation. I left my husband 3 months after we married becuase the abuse was all too much for me, now a year later my husband is insiting that we try...The problem with that is that once again, I have gained contact with my first love and all I can do is think about how happy he once made me.
2006-07-05
06:39:44
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