I'm 20. I'm a virgin. I've kissed a couple guys, but nothing that could really be considered sexual because I have this habit of freaking out and running away (sometimes literally). I tell myself that it's because I was molested as a child so I just have issues trusting people, specifically men. But when it comes down to it, I have this whole list of horrible reasons why I can't/shouldn't have sex...but I'm not even against it in theory. I'm just completely and totally insecure in that department.
I know I'm fairly attractive, but I'm not thin (I'm a size 8/10), I have stretch marks (I hit puberty at 9!), and lord only knows my pubic hair is probably unfashionable.
So really, after all that, are any of these fears founded? Am I just looking for a way out? How do I get over this because, honestly, I do have a sex drive, and I've been out with some really hot guys, I just never let anything happen.
2007-02-02
13:33:27
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