Can't really remember ever being really happy, but the last 20 years have been hell and it's at it's worst now.There are so many things that have gone wrong they are too long to list. I know I'm sounding sorry for myself which is something I don't often do, I'm a pretty tough old cow really ,and normally just get on with it, but I'm getting really tired of it, nothing good ever seems to happen.
Yes,I'm alive and I know I should be very grateful, but if you are really unhappy whilst being alive,is there really any point in carrying on.
I'm,60 now,people say I look good for my age, that's because I work hard at conceiling the bad bits,but everything is taking it's toll,and I'm drinking too much, eating too much,and loosing interest in everything really.Not enough money coming in,debt up to my eyeballs,family problems,health problems,I've lost everything I worked for all my life,by trusting the wrong people,and I'm too old to start trying to get it back,I'm depressed,and bitter.
2007-01-03
02:28:03
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