I am a 25-year old, and I don't know what to do. I try to act tough and I tell people I don't like romance, and that is right. I would never want a girlfriend or a wife. I have an anxiety about asking girls out, although I will not admit that to friends. I don't think I want to change though. I just don't know why I think like this. I don't want to love someone, as I view it as kissing someone's behind. I view love as gushy, and I see it as embarassing. I have a fear of showing love. I pretend I don't though. I just get PISSED OFF when I think about love. I think I almost hate it. I just have a feeling sometimes I am ruining my life, but, I feel like doing that. I hate my parents, but they tried to show me love. They were good to me, but I am mean to them. I want to get a girl, and dump her after 2 days and make her cry when I dump her in front of everyone. And don't tell me to go to a counselor, as I won't. I will laugh the day I am alone and enjoying myself, and my friends have.
2006-12-09
12:22:05
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