I am married to a very intelligent, VERY handsome, competent man who is an AWESOME provider and father, but a horrible husband/companion. We have been together 11 years and have 4 children. Ours has never been an easy relationship. There has been infidelity on his part, but what felt like a lot of love kept us together. We are polar opposites on just about everything (BUT sex), but, while the communication is minimal, we have always worked it out and been at least content. Lately, I have been so unhappy, almost inconsolable. I have been praying and meditating on the subject of what I want out of this, what I want out of life and I have ZERO answers. Any other subject I have prayed about, I've received answers for, but this......? I hit a brick wall everytime. Today, a friend suggested that perhaps I AM getting answers, but I don't recognize them as I am afraid of them or, at least, don't like what the answers are showing me. Your thoughts, PLEASE!
2006-12-04
06:48:30
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Laura R
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Marriage & Divorce