She left me abruptly, just out of the blue. 2.5 years and one argument. we did love eachother. i still do. i havent talked to her in over a year. there was a lot left unsaid, a lot left un finished. ive been in relationships since. they were destoned to be doomed. i cant love another person when i am in love with someone else... still. i just found out the she has a new man. i am happy for her, but i still feel jealous. i dont know how shes doing, or what shes up to. she moved away, for school. so my chances of running into her and randomly catchin up are remote to say the least. its hard having someone be such a big part of your life, and then the next day they are gone. I thnk about her everyday. my heart hurts when i think about th what ifs. i dont know why i hurt, i dont know how to stop it. i dont know what i can do to help, if anything. i dont know if she hurts, i dont know if on the inside, she too is crying herself to sleep everynight. her hurt may be the same. but, i dont know
2006-10-09
22:50:23
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california cowboy
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