i broke his heart many months ago... he's forgiven me, but i've never forgiven myself bc i truly love him. so now, he closes up to me whenever we have a conversation. i try to talk to him, but he wont allow a normal conversation go beyond small talk. its so frustrating! he makes an effort to keep in contact with me, yet won't allow what we have to go any further than plain small talk. why does he even bother to keep in contact when he just wants to leave me hanging like that? i know i deserve it, but come on! he knows how bad i feel. its so strange going from being the closest couple who used to share everything eachother... to becoming this, two distant ex's who have something to say but wont allow the other to say it. why does he do this to me? i'm really getting so tired of blaming myself everyday for it. but i keep doing it cause i miss him and know i deserve a second chance.
2006-10-03
12:30:18
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