Four years ago, I developed a crush on a shy redhead girl at my church. It was 'puppy love' at the time, but rather than disappearing after a while, it progressed and I believe myself to be in true love. I give up hours every day to thinking about this girl, cry myself to sleep over her and have been so upset about it for the last two years particularly that I often feel suicidal. She is fifteen and when I leave for university in two years', I will never see her again. I am much, much too shy to even consider approaching her, and don't think this romance and religion should be mixed... I think I have a mental disorder, but could it be true love even though I don't really know her? There is nobody I can tell how I feel and I cannot take the pain.
2006-09-21
09:25:43
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