so tonight, was the first time i actually cut myself, although, i did it on the back of my forearm.
i guess the cause was, that i feel unimportant.
im in love with a girl, who promised me 3 times in 1 day, that on tuesday (today) i would get to see her, well at about 8pm i found out she would rather go ahng out with a bunch of football players at her friends house, instead of keeping a promise to me, who she claims to love.
i just dont know what to do, i dont want to move on because i have all these high hopes for each other, and she does as well.
i just wish i knew how to learn how to trust people, and its not that i dont trust her, i just dont trust football players, especially with all the stories linking jocks, and rape, that we hear in the news, i guess i just fear for her. and i guess we just dont see eye to eye with promises. me, i always keep my word, no matter what it takes.
she always has an excuse, to break a promise.
im so lost, ive lost the will to live.
2006-09-19
15:04:14
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