Now dont get me wrong. I love my boyfriend, this feeling of unhappiness has absolutly nothing 2 do w/ him. But there R those times when I forget how special he makes me feel & I blaim whatever I'm going through on him, of course he never knows i'm angry w/ him, because I don't express it verbally & I only give slight hints that I am. But he never catches on, which is good.
Anyways, the trouble isn't even him. It's me, it's like i'm going through an emotional rollercoaster ride all by myself & I'm terrified of rollercoaster(seriously, I am) & it's like the most tinest things he does, sets me off on the inside, sometimes causing me to forget how much I love him, & how much I know he loves me.
I think I'm going through a depression, but i'm not really sure. sometimes I just wake up unhappy & sometimes throughout the day i just find reasons 2 get mad @ the world. I know a huge part of it has to do w/ not going to school this fall, but is there some other reason why I may feel this way?
2006-09-11
04:49:11
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Jessica
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