I tell my husband how much I love him. I tell him that he means everything to me. I to make love to him, but he never seems to want to. So I just stopped trying. I show him affection. I am sick of being the one that does everything. He only says he loves me if I say it first. He doesn't let me go out. He controls the money. He controls the cars. He controls where I am, what I do, who I talk to, and my friends. HE CONTROLS MY LIFE. Yet nobody see's it not his family, not his friends, and not my family. They all take his side and look at me like I'm a *****, because thats what he made them all think. He doesn' let me do anything, why would I act like a *****? He is making me go crazy. I went through a F*CKING MENTAL BREAKDOWN the other night and all he does is roll his eyes at me and tell me "You have no clue how good you have it because of me." Well you know what I would rather be dead then have the things you give me. Yet why can't I bring myself to leave him? I am nobody without him..
2006-08-04
03:36:18
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