All categories - 20 December 2007

my life has always been like existing in black hole...cold and alone....isolated.

the few contacts ive made through this site that i added to yahoo messenger, except one very nice lady...a good friend - have all deserted me and dont contact me anymore.

most of them for statistic purpouses were white american females.

its like they've been influenced to not talk or contact me anymore..

grrrrrrrrrrrrr !!

i feel so angry and bitter....never having experienced any happiness or fullfillment in my life....only pain and misery, rejection, sexual abuse, bullying, victimization.

im clenching my teeth everyday im so annoyed....i wish i would of battered the bullys heads in with a wooden fence post instead of letting them bully me.

i have BPD, have made no friends in life, never been in a relationship ever..im 30 years old.

all i see around me is happy, grinning people...grinning yahoo avatars with them cartoon broad grins....i see things that ive never had mirrored back at me DAILY !

2007-12-20 03:44:27 · 14 answers · asked by Anonymous in Psychology

Not meaning to be blasphemous, but what big things would you do or change IF you were God? I would love to hear answers from non-believers as well. I was going to limit this to "serious answers only", but I realized that God has a great sense of humor, so think big. Be funny, be serious, be creative. Absolutely nothing is off limits. What would you do? If you could give a reason why, then explain. The only thing I would ask is to please be respectful. This is in fun, but can be serious also. Just no meanness.

The last thing I would love to know is are you a Believer or not? I thought that this question could possibly generate some really interesting answers, if enough people will answer.

By the way, if I were God (and as a Believer), one of the things I would do would be to let animals talk so that we would finally know what they are thinking! Oh, and I would allow people one ability that they've always wanted to have. Like for me, I have always wanted to fly.

2007-12-20 03:44:25 · 17 answers · asked by WhoMe? 5 in Religion & Spirituality

Please help me...Thank you!

2007-12-20 03:44:08 · 2 answers · asked by Chummy 3 in Mathematics

I'm hungry.

2007-12-20 03:43:58 · 29 answers · asked by Anonymous in Polls & Surveys

How long was your break? when did you guys/girls get back?

2007-12-20 03:43:58 · 3 answers · asked by Anonymous in Marriage & Divorce

2007-12-20 03:43:55 · 2 answers · asked by Ryan W 2 in Facebook

2007-12-20 03:43:52 · 7 answers · asked by MARY S 1 in Cleaning & Laundry

It means
gleeful, jovial, glad, joyous, happy, cheerful, sprightly, blithe, airy, light-hearted; vivacious, frolicsome, sportive, hilarious. Gay, jolly, joyful, merry describe a happy or light-hearted mood. Gay suggests a lightness of heart or liveliness of mood that is openly manifested: when hearts were young and gay. Jolly indicates a good-humored, natural, expansive gaiety of mood or disposition: a jolly crowd at a party. Joyful suggests gladness, happiness, rejoicing: joyful over the good news. Merry is often interchangeable with gay: a merry disposition; a merry party; it suggests, even more than the latter, convivial animated enjoyment.

2007-12-20 03:43:02 · 14 answers · asked by Anonymous in Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender

My uncle keeps telling me that the Celtics will fade because they do not have enough depth, and the "Big 3" will be worn out come playoff time. "Peaking too early", he yells at the TV.

He's a huge Knicks fans and a little "nutty" on top of that, so I would like a second opinion.

2007-12-20 03:42:59 · 15 answers · asked by Anonymous in Basketball

They are so cute....innocent little angels & God knows what they babble ! lol ! :) :)

Thanks for your kind response :)

2007-12-20 03:42:57 · 42 answers · asked by ♪♥*B.B.K*♥♪ 7 in Polls & Surveys

Public health officials justified her incarceration by stating that theyre protecting the others' health, but what about her right? any other reasons why she shouldntve been quarantined?

2007-12-20 03:42:56 · 3 answers · asked by yeeaahhbuddy 2 in Infectious Diseases

What was your worst hangover like?

2007-12-20 03:42:52 · 12 answers · asked by Anonymous in Polls & Surveys

2007-12-20 03:42:51 · 10 answers · asked by s m 2 in Marriage & Divorce

Did they magnify themselves in their heart and not stay humble, or did they do it for the sake of filthy lucure?

2007-12-20 03:42:51 · 13 answers · asked by Anonymous in Religion & Spirituality

Most of my husbands family doesn't like me, and my husband has made sure over the years that I know it. My father in law doesn't speak to me, and because he doesn't want to see me he doesn't see our child anymore. I have been called some nasty names and labeled as someone that I don't even know by these very judgemental people. I wish I had enough room to write the things that his family has done!
I was expected to fit a mould, just like his first wife, but in being true to myself I never changed enough to fit in, and neither did she. I have done alot for my husband (drug & gambling problems) and his father, but everything has gone unappreciated. There's no give and take here! My husband has never stuck up for me in front of them, even when he should have. If anything, he becomes childlike around them. In any case, we've been invited to family xmas functions, and just the thought of being around his family gives me major anxiety. Am I obligated to go?

2007-12-20 03:42:46 · 27 answers · asked by ­Das  2 in Family

I have a final project due tomorrow for my class, What Is Mathematics. I have to relate something to math in my own style, but I can't think of anything that's really interesting. I was thinking maybe it could do with food or something like that, but I'm open to any ideas. Once again, it's COLLEGE LEVEL, no nothing really easy please.

2007-12-20 03:42:43 · 4 answers · asked by TBomber 3 in Mathematics

2007-12-20 03:42:34 · 7 answers · asked by ♥♥♥ 3 in Polls & Surveys

Did you have a Imaginary friend? or do you still have one..

2007-12-20 03:42:30 · 14 answers · asked by Anonymous in Polls & Surveys

America is a toilet. I think he can help! http://www.ronpaul2008.com/

2007-12-20 03:42:29 · 4 answers · asked by jennifer_santolla 2 in Current Events

How can a man sleep with someone and completely lose interest? Why do they do it in the first place?

I know not all men are like this, so I'm not generalising. But there's been a couple of guys I've really liked this year who have done this to me and it's hurt me a lot. It wasn't even like I jumped into bed with them on the first date as I waited a few months before doing anything.

I'm just genuinely trying to understand. How can you get that intimate with someone and not feel anything for them? I really don't get it!

2007-12-20 03:42:29 · 27 answers · asked by happyg 3 in Singles & Dating

I have had this a couple of times at a restaurant i go to. Its really doey on the inside and crispy on the outside...i would be so happy if someone had a recipe for this..thanks

2007-12-20 03:42:23 · 3 answers · asked by Sara D 1 in Cooking & Recipes

2007-12-20 03:42:15 · 17 answers · asked by ? 5 in Politics

all through the night .

2007-12-20 03:42:11 · 2 answers · asked by Anonymous in Singles & Dating

i startedmy period last month on the 19 of nov and ihave been trying to get pregant, and i am not sure if i am, i think i was suppose to start my period but howlong should i wait till.. i think i should wait a couple more days, or can i take a preg test.. now..

2007-12-20 03:42:04 · 7 answers · asked by martie 1 in Pregnancy

Why is the Writer's Guild of America on strike?

2007-12-20 03:41:59 · 4 answers · asked by sunny r 3 in Other - Society & Culture

i'm looking for comedy anime that's kind of "crazy", like Excel Saga or Puni Puni Poemy.

are there any animes like this? like milk-coming-out-your-nose type of funny?

2007-12-20 03:41:56 · 6 answers · asked by hhhiiiiiiii peoples 2 in Comics & Animation

Here is mine.
First, do no harm
Fight for your friends

2007-12-20 03:41:54 · 17 answers · asked by Anonymous in Other - Society & Culture

can some1 explain it for me?
http://www.bendweekly.com/files/PoliticalWarCartoon.jpg

2007-12-20 03:41:45 · 17 answers · asked by Sunny 1 in Politics

Just about every day sometimes if you look at the sky you'll see these jets way up there. Does anyone know why they're always there?

2007-12-20 03:41:22 · 7 answers · asked by Ryan W 2 in Aircraft

2007-12-20 03:41:19 · 10 answers · asked by energy 1 in Polls & Surveys