I'm a University student and it's my first year. I decided to move out and go to a good University awa from home. All it is trouble. Ever since I came here, I've put so much effort and time into everything I do. I'm in an engineering program, and yes that's what I want to do. But I'm stupid. I'm a retard honestly. Sicen Dec 1 till the 17 everyday I'm in the classroom from 10am till 2am day in and day out studying for exams. My exams are over but I feel like I'm going to fail some and I may need to repeat. I'm an idiot and I'm a disgrace. If I repeat the whole year I disgrace myself. My parents loose respec of me, my bro and sis well never look upto me anymore. They all think how wonderful I'm on my own and working really hard. And honestly, it hurts. I've worked so hard sacrificed food,money, friends EVERYTHING just for engineering. Not only that, I never slept in my residence, insead I sleep in liraries and classrooms because I'm too busy studying. And now, all that effort, is waste
2007-12-17
19:18:34
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Higher Education (University +)