on the whole, im much more optimistic than i ever used to be, and can find something good in everyday, but a problem has been plaguing me for as long as i can remember. maybe my brain is just hard-wired for this but more than anything i want love. i've always likes guys and no one has ever really liked me back. i had a pathetic little relationship back in highschool, and since then there's just been nothing. ive liked guys, i like one now and i got really close with him, physically and it was wonderful but i know he doesnt want a relationship right now and i guess it's set me off. i cant talk to friends about this because i dont want to sound depressed or self-depricating but part of me thinks that i will be alone, romantically, forever, and that noone will ever like me as much as i might like them. people always say "oh, it will happen, i know it" and i try to keep hope, but how do they know!? i really think people say that out of habit, just to make you feel better. thoughts??
2007-11-29
14:39:07
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Lisa B
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