I am so embarrased to even be writing about this. I want a divorce, I have been emotionally abused for the past two years since my husband has returned from Iraq... and I just can't take it anymore--he choked me tonight when he said "I went beserk" (and I did because of the name calling, put downs an degradation).
I am embarrased because we have been married for 8 years, and have two kids...and I can almost picture people saying "i told you so" because we were married so young.
I don't know what to do. I still have a year and a half of school left and my kids just moved . I really have no real job and want to continue school--I have saved enough to do so. I feel guilty for moving my son out of yet another school...but it has got to better than seeing his mom called worthless, and nothing everyday. I don't know how things got this way, or how to get out.
The emotional abuse has left me feeling paralyzed, like I couldn't take care of myself without him... Where do I begin?
2007-10-13
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