My ONLY friend of 4 yrs. is bisexual. I'm heterosexual. Most guys don't like me, & people think I should never have kids because they think I'm too retarded & can't take good care of a kid. I'm a nice person, but my social interactions with people aren't that great. Since people feel like I shouldn't have kids & because she can't have kids because of fertility problems, she thinks we should become closer than friends & date, but I don't like that idea. It does seem like she's the only one who cares about me & we get along great. Sometimes she jokingly touches me or tries to kiss me, & I don't feel comfy with that. It seems like I'm so ugly I'll never find a boyfriend, & too many people played with my mind & hurt me. I always fantasize about my friend being a guy. & I tell her all the time how I wish she was a guy b/c she'd be the PERFECT MAN for me because of looks & personality. She probably wouldn't do this but I'm afraid that if I don't give in & date her, she'll dump my friendship.
2007-09-23
19:37:16
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender