Help me. I feel really really depressed about my life. I'm going to try my best to type this up but I don't even have energy to do that. I feel so depleted and upside down.
I've turned 20 this year and I've become more aware about my life. I've been self-reflecting a lot the past few years.
During my entire teenage hood I was miserable. I lived like a zombie to repress my depression. I would wake up goto school, come back home, go play games or go online then sleep. My dad was an alcoholic and an *******, we were poor and i had no friends. The "friends" I had were backstabbing cunts. But I sticked with them because I was so lonely all the time, any companionship was better than none. I also did alot of drugs. Every aspect of my life was down the drain; relationship, health, finance.
As a result I wasted my youth away. I achieved nothing and barely graduated high school. After I graduated I lived in isolation for almost 2 years before I went to community college.
2007-09-21
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