I have a father with a really bad temper. When I was younger, all I remember of him was being explosive whenever something bad happened. Even now, when he's in a bad enough mood, he'll throw things and yell literally at the top of his lungs. And what's worse, whenever he wants something he'll threaten to lose his temper. You may think that's not a big deal, but I get so scared of him. It brings everything back; all of the yelling and arguing between my parents, how I felt. I'm 16 now and a junior in high school. I was inspired to put this on here because 10 minutes ago he started yelling at me again and he called me a "stupid *****". I can seriously say I hate him sometimes. I hate living with this fear. Everywhere I go I feel like I'm controlled by this urge to make everyone happy so that they won't get angry. I'm extremely insecure but I want to change that. Please, if anyone can give me any advice, do it. I would love to hear anyone's opinion. Thank you.
2007-09-08
05:32:17
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runmebreathless
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