to achieve or reach?
im sat here in my one room apartment very upset. im 30 years old now, ive lived alone for two years now. but ive endured a very hard and traumatic life with abuse and victimization.
unfortunatly i have bpd which is a very tough illness to treat so ive heard, and a long mental health history as my problems started at 16.
i am waiting for therapy right now.
but i sit here everyday feeling alone, depressed and unmotivated.
i sit here thinking about my goals and dreams, which are, to move away from the uk, to immigrate to a hot sunny climate. turn over a new leaf, build a new life.
but that seems impossible and to far away to ever accomplish, and i feel overwhelmed by it...
i worry i might be doomed to remain in britain in my one bedroom apartment forever, with no hope of ever getting out. like a stuck feeling. like im incapable of changing it.
i was born in the south of france, came to britain at 6. and iam native american heritage to.
i really dont
2007-09-04
02:02:48
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