I hate being like this. I dont know what to do. I think it might be best if I just lie and pretend to be a different person.
I dont want to be gay, i want to be straight.
I was so comfortable with my being gay until this year or so and I dont know what to do. Every day I feel like I die a little.
I dont want to lie and pretend to become straight, but Im left no other option. Its what Ive been doing and my friends are angry at me. They want me to stop confusing them. But I have to confuse them and go in and out of the closet because of...complicated religious convictions. My heart is divided. I want to choose god, but....my heart is breaking when I see other gay guys dating, and kissing, and I see shows like will and grace. Im so lonely right now..I need help. What do I do?
2007-08-28
09:21:16
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender